Such a Loser!
Friday, August 12th, 2005How Loser can one get? I don’t know. What is a loser anyway? Who is a loser?
Loser. Waiting for a text message that you know isn’t coming.
Loser. Waiting for him/her to buzz you.
Loser. Thinking about that person even if you know that that person isn’t thinking about you anymore.
Loser. Willing for your phone to beep.
Loser. Doing things that you were both doing then, but now, you’re the only one doing it, thinking that he/she might remember and join you.
Loser. Reading the nice parts that you have written in your diary about that person, hoping that it will happen again.
Loser. Hoping he/she will say I miss you, so that you’ll be able to say I miss you too.
Loser. Thinking about things that happened and things that you wish had happened.
Loser. Blaming other people for your own stupidity.
Loser. Looking for that person in others.
Loser. Feeling heartbroken upon knowing that he/she’s having a good time and you are not.
Loser. Deleting his/her name from your phonebook but you know it by heart.
Loser. You began using the gifts that he gave you years ago just now.
Loser. Feeling heartbroken because he/she already found somebody.
Loser. Dreaming about things that would never happen.
Loser. Assuming things just because you think he/she treated you with care.
Loser. Letting your heart suffer just listening to things.
Loser. You want to let him/her know what you really feel but he/she’s just too dense about it.
Loser. Hoping that he/she will read a blog like this and realize that you are hurting.
Loser. Knowing that things will never be the same again.
LOSER. IT WAS OVER A LONG TIME AGO BUT YOU ARE STILL HURTING AND HE/SHE ACTS AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED.
