Emotional Dumpsite

what’s wrong with her?

she easily falls in love. but it’s hard for her to fall out of it. and she suffers. her heart suffers because of it. that’s the reason why she needs to be as far away from him as possible, lest her heart will break into pieces.

she assumed too much. unrequited love? no. she doesn’t think so. before. now, she’s really not sure. maybe everything was just her assumption. her romanticizing everything. with no truth to it. but what about their special moments together? the times when there’s no need for words, just one look and you both know what you’re thinking? him opening up to her, only her? his lingering touches? his extra special treatment? his invitation? maybe t’was just her imagination. maybe he was.

she is deperate. maybe. desperate to grab the chance of getting close to him. desperate enough to think of foolish thoughts about him. desperate enough that she’s dreaming of their future together. desperate to spend more time with him. desperate enough that she pushes himself to him… maybe not.

she is sometimes stupid. yes. when it comes to the matters of the heart. she doesn’t think twice. actually, she’s thinking too much. she’s thinking too much of him. even if she’s not sure if he’s think of her too. she thinks that he likes her. she really is being stupid.

him. he was what’s wrong with her. if it wasn’t for him, she would have been perfectly alright. if he wasn’t leading her on, she wouldn’t be thinking of foolishness. if he just left her alone, her life would be peaceful right now, with no broken heart to deal with. if he left her (the other her) alone, then he would be hers until now.

then there wouldnt be a broken heart to deal with. then there would be a blog like this. then everything would be perfect. perfect.