It’s My Life
sleep the whole morning. wake up to eat. watch movies or series in the afternoon. read some great books. sound trip. go to the mall. shop. stalk a barista and ice cream parlor guy (on schedule). go online. meet with friends. cook or go out for dinner. watch telenovelas or read (again).
im getting used to it by now. i’ve been doing this for two months now. there are times that i find my life kinda boring (actually, if you really look at it, it is), kind of routinary. i dont even have kilig life. but im actually enjoying it. i have no complaints but one. im running out of money to sustain this kind of lifestyle. so i need a job.
if it means giving up waking up late in the morning, less ‘me’ time, no more stalking, less tv and dvds, then i would do it if only one day, i could do these things again (does it mean resigning again from my post? haha maybe).
but im still not that desperate to find a job. i still believe in the ‘right time’, ‘God’s will’ and ‘ the art of waiting’. it sounds mushy, corny, but it’s what i believe in and it’s what keeps me going right now. although, to be honest, there are times that i feel desperate, especially if i have no one to talk to at home. i would welcome a job, but a job that i really love.
well, this is my life right now, so i’ll embrace it and be prepared for what my life will give me next.
